Twas the first day of new sem! Heyhoo! I am now the third year student (and hopefully it's my final year)!
How do I feel about today? Frankly speaking, I've mixed feelings. Some parts of me I am very happy that I will be graduating in a year time (InsyaAllah--with Allah's will), and some parts of me, I am freaking out! I haven't figured out about my future. Oh well I've to repeat two subjects this session (I screwed up last semester), what really made me bumped was the subjects can only be registered during the second semester.
Then, I was thinking, what if I did wrong during my final year projects and how am I going to balance with the classes and plus the repeat subjects. What if things didn't go the way I wanted? What if I didn't get the job that I wanted? Oh and I haven't figured out yet what career I wanna roll with in this within one year of time?! What if.... I failed to make my parents proud of me? What if everything went wrongs......? My future seems so blurry. I am afraid. No, I am not afraid, I am terrified! :(
Oh Allah, please lead a way for me. Please ease me to go through this road. It is okay, don't make the challenges easier, make me stronger to bear it.
Oh Allah my Lord, help me.
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